In Case You're Wondering Who I Am

I'm just a normal guy, some might say even a little boring. I live a pretty modest life; not flashy at all. I put my pants on one leg at a time just like everybody else.

Yep, I'm probably a lot like you,... especially if you've spent over ten thousand hours in meditation during the last four decades like I have.

Practicing meditation and visualization is my life.

I've also sought out every scrap of self-improvement information I could get my hands on. (Or at least I used to...)

But for all those years of constantly searching for this secret of 'how to get what you want', I was empty-handed. I was broke. I was tired. I was frustrated and discouraged. I had very little to show for all my hard work.

And I had to live with the fact that my life just wasn't working the way I wanted it to.

So many times I was tortured by the fact that I wanted to change, but I just didn't know how. So many times I would listen to famous motivational speakers, who were obviously successful themselves, but somehow their techniques didn't work for me.

I thought the problem was with me. I felt flawed and defective.

"I'm not good enough."

"I don't deserve."

"I don't have what it takes."

"I'm not worthy."

It never did occur to me to question the value and validity of all the books and tapes and seminars I had been to. I never stopped to think, "Hey, wait a minute! Maybe the problem isn't with me. Maybe all this self-improvement stuff I've been spending the rent money on... just doesn't work!"

Nope, I went right on chasing every kind of motivational material I could get my hands on, and finding myself constantly disappointed. Little did I know that my many years of searching were about to pay off in a very big way!

It all started one day as I was walking down the street in a strage town, when I felt a very strong urge to walk down a certain avenue. Up ahead I could see a small gift shop, and I know there was something for me there, something I needed to know.

I wasn't expecting much, but I walked up to the large plate glass window and peered into the store.

"Humph. Not much there. I guess I was wrong again."

I didn't see anything interesting. Just some little store with a bunch of knick-knacks that I had no money for anyway.

The store was empty; I didn't even see anybody behind the counter. I was just about to walk away, but then that strong urge came over me again. "What the heck," I thought. "I'm already here. May as well go inside. But I can not spend this ten dollars in my pocket, no matter what!" (Maybe you've known the feeling.)

Anyway, as soon as I walked through the door, I had the shock of my life! There were FIFTEEN PEOPLE in the room! Now, I want you to know I have better than 20/20 vision. I pride myself on always being aware of my surroundings. Always.

When I looked through that window, there was nobody in the room. I would have bet my life on it.

You see, the only reason I looked through that window was to make sure there weren't many people in there, because I really didn't want to be around anybody at that time. I was just too bummed-out because my life wasn't working the way I wanted it to.

If I had seen all those people, there is no way I would have gone inside. I don't care how strong an urge I had, because I had an even stronger urge to be alone. The last thing in the world I wanted was to be in a room full of strangers.

So what could I do? I thought about turning around and running away, like when you have one of those dreams where you go to school and you find yourself wearing nothing but underwear. But I was busted, and I knew it.

I walked into the store, as everybody stopped what they were doing to look at me. Normally, I would have panicked in a situation like this. I know I looked through the plate glass window out front. I know I didn't see anybody inside the store. And I really know that I am feeling very vulnerable right now, and I just don't need to be talking to anybody right now.

And yet, the fear and shyness I expected was replaced by a strange sort of calm I had never experienced before. It's like I was in some kind of 'groove' and I felt safe and protected and very powerful.

Right then in that instant I felt the courage and confidence I had been lacking my whole life. I knew that whatever came up, I could deal with it.

I already knew I was on to something really, really, big.

Well, as it turned out, I didn't have to worry anyway. Nobody paid much attention to me. I could instantly see who the leader was and went over to talk to him.

He welcomed me in and told me I was just in time for the meeting they were about to have. The admission was ten bucks...

Hmmmmm....... (I mulled it over for about a tenth of a second before digging into my jeans.)

The rest, as they say, is history.

I spent many, many hours over the next few days talking to this one who knew so much about life and living and about how to get what you want. When I eventually left, I had dozens of pages of notes on exactly what I needed to do to turn my life around immediately.

It was the answer I had been searching for, for so many years. I don't mind telling you, that first night I cried for hours after I left that little store. Such an enormous burden had been lifted from me.

At last, after all this time, after so many years of fruitlessly searching for a way just to be happy, after a lifetime of pain and emptiness, I had found the answer! At last I knew the secret to getting anything I wanted!

That was in May of 1996.

Since then, I have been quietly putting these secrets to use in every area of my life. I have been constantly practicing and refining and working with these secrets to make my life better and better.

Life has become a joy, the way it's supposed to be. In fact, it's become such a joy that I simply must share it with others. And that's where you come in.

I know what its like to suffer, to struggle, to live a frustrating life, day after day after day. I've been there. And quite frankly, I don't like it.

The despair I've known... I wouldn't wish on anybody.

But that was then; this is now! I found the answer to my problems. And if I can help just one other person avoid what I went through, I will have succeeded. Just one.

Maybe that someone is you.

It still blows my mind that nobody knows about all this. There are no books in the bookstore that cover it... and no motivational speakers shouting about this information.

I almost feel guilty because my life has become so enjoyable and so easy. Especially since I remember how miserable I used to be.

Basically it comes down to making one slight shift in what you do everyday, and you can watch in amazement as your life slowly begins to start working out in almost every way.

It's such an important change that I've written a complete e-book about it. And I'd like to give you a copy for free. All you have to do is write your first name and primary email address into the space below, and you'll be receiving a link to download the e-book right away.

by Mark Ivar Myhre
The Emotional Healing Wizard

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