Identifying The Source Of Depression

"Mark, I was net surfing in a desperate attempt to find anything on controlling emotions or fighting the demons of depression;"

My life has taken on the color of a black and white movie from the twenties.. all gritty and jerky and nearly incomprehensible without captions. Really very very sad alot of the time.

I've made some very ill-advised life altering decisions these past few years that have effected my life in ungood ways and the depression I feel over my 'total failure' as an adult man with great potential has really locked me in that dreary world. I feel trapped and I'm running out of air.

Sometimes I DO want to end it all, but then I realize that would be the biggest failure. So I keep going. Pushing the fat-ass jerk with me up the hill to my goals. But I know there is so much more in life than just ignoring that fat-ass jerk in my head that tells me it's all pointless when you're 'born to lose'.

Anyhoo-I found your site and I have to say I look forward to the rest of your 'lessons'. You see, I am a smart, talented, creative, attractive, funny, loving and compassionate person who happens to hate himself for being 'un'-perfect and not living up to the impossible standards I have set for myself.

And that is the source of my depression - That voice who says it is REASONABLE to assume I will fail no matter how hard I try. That you teach me to give it physical traits allowing me to obliterate it, decimate it, destroy it, smear its guts all over my face then light it on fire.. sigh..

Still working on it, but to be able to one day soon do that, well, words are meaningless. Thank you.

ps - I still have a sense of humor.. it's my coping mechanism. I'm the funniest morbidly depressed person you'll ever want to meet!

In addition to reading and perhaps learning from these comments, you also need to understand the hidden energies that control your life right now.

I almost feel guilty because my life has become so enjoyable and so easy. Especially since I remember how miserable I used to be.

Basically it comes down to making one slight shift in what you do everyday, and you can watch in amazement as your life slowly begins to start working out in almost every way.

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